Who wants to pretend they didn't hear that?

The title really has nothing to do with anything, I just wanted to write it.
I had a craptastic dream last night! It involved yellow cards, Barnes and Noble, a murder, a creepy old town, a baby, a lawyer and his family, the clock tower they lived in, a Circuit City, hiding from mean adult people, getting help from people I knew from school, elevators, the water level from Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, an evil dude who was trying to kill me and a friend (who I think was Vera), a car theft, an Ulta that didn't look like an Ulta on the inside, getting dropped off in the desert to work tirelessly on something difficult (this part is foggy, it came before the above), not going on the truck home with all my friends, finally getting to school except in looks different somehow, seeing Silver, going to Math class (we never got there, hmm...), and something before this allllll happened that also involved a desert that I don't remember.
I'm not even gonna attempt to explain this.

heh heh

Sorry 'bout my....temper tantrum last entry. But I'm cool now!

send my resignation to the bride and the groom

Well, guess what? I have a headache, I'm hungry, I'm mad at myself, I'm mad at the world, I'm tired, my nose hurts, my throat feels like crap, I'm depressed, I'm mentally cursing every guy I know (and some girls), I'm lonely, and the sound on my computer doesn't go up loud enough.

But hey, why should I talk about myself?

where, oh where, is the "listening to" section?

Go to Red. Experience the wonder.
Anywhos, it is really early (9:14) and I feel tired even though I know I'm not, since I slept for a good 8 hours like a rock. And I keep coughing, which sucks, because everytime I swallow I have to cough again, and it really hurts. I need some coughing medicine...
So far Daniel's in the lead. Hmm. Well, he is nicer.
I'm referring to my poll, for all you rather dumb people out there.
Like the new colors? I do. I still don't like this blog that much, though. I'm thinking of just doing black and white, but I love the green so much, and black and white wouldn't match my totally awesome picture behind the title.
So I'm keeping the colors as they are.
Can you turn off the internet?

I dreamt of loving.

Someone got trampled to death yesterday so someone's brat could have a new peice of plastic that they'll outgrow in a year.

That's completely sick. These people need to be arrested as murderers.

They actually pushed the door down. Because those sales are gonna disappear, aren't they?

On top of the world you get nothing done.

Greetings, earthlings.


Do you believe in true love?


Just wondering. I was looking through past entries (on Cloudy) and I found an entry called 'Bikinis and Soul Mates' where I wondered if soul mates exist.


Are people designed to be together, or is it just lucky chance? Why are so many people unhappy in their relationships? Did they ever find anyone they really wanted to be with forever? Can true love fade away, deteriorate?


Hmm. So many questions, so little time.

People are very, very dumb.

Reality can't possibly exist, and yet it must.

Green

I love the eye, and I added the words myself...you like?

PROCRASTINATION!!!!

I so spelled it right, and you know it.
I should be finishing my math homework, but I'm not. Math homework is gay. I hate it. It's SO boring. Like, mega-boring. But I have to finish it, because I already used up my homework pass in math.
I love Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace. It's so my theme song.

I can't escape this hell,

So many times I've tried,

But I'm still caged inside,

Somebody get me through this nightmare,

I can't control myself.

So what if you can see

The darkest side of me

No one will ever change this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

(This animal. [x2])

I can't escape myself, ( I cant escape myself)

So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied)

But there's still rage inside,

Somebody get me through this nightmare,

I can't control myself.

So what if you can see,

The darkest side of me,

No one will ever change this animal I have become.

Help me believe it's not the real me.

Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.

Help me believe it's not the real me,

Somebody help me tame this animal.

Somebody help me through this nightmare,

I can't control myself.

Somebody wake me from this nightmare,

I can't escape this hell.

(This animal. [x7])

So what if you can see,

The darkest side of me,

No one will ever change this animal I have become.

Help me believe it's not the real me.

Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.

Help me believe it's not the real me,

Somebody help me tame this animal.

This animal I have become.

LOVE IT. And if you don't, you're wrong.

Golden Gate Bridge.

Greeting, earthlings!

I come in peace.

As you can see, I made some changed to my blog. Good changes, I hope. I still have a lot more to add before it could ever compete with Cloudy.

I love this picture.

I have holiday spirit.

BEST. SONGS. EVER.

I do love me some music, so I might as well write down some favorites.

1. I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy
2. Decode by Paramore
3. pretty much all of Linkin Park, but my favorites are By Myself and Don't Stay
4. I Don't Love You, The Ghost of You, Helena, and I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance
5. My Name is Love by Rob Dickinson
6. Soul Meets Body by Death Cab for Cutie
7. Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
8. Monsters by Matchbook Romance
9. Do You Realize by The Flaming Lips
10. Hate Me and You Make Me Smile by Blue October
11. Unintended, and Falling Away With You by Muse
12. My Immortal and Going Under by Evanesence
13. By My Escape by Reliant K.
14. Over My Head by The Fray
15. Pain by Jimmy Eat World
16. The Remedy by {I forget his name, I'll have to check}
17. But It's Better If You Do, I Write Sins Not Tragedies, and Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have by Panic! At The Disco
18. Untouched by The Veronicas
19. most Rihanna songs
20. and finally, LES MIS!!!!! Best. Musical. Ever.

This is a little awkward.

Dude, I'm so cheating on my other blog!

Shhh!!! Don't tell. Cloudy would be very upset.
http://red.blogs.aol.com/.rtbear6lol/writing_is_my_life_but_ill_settle_for_cheesepuffs
^---- my main blog. Go there after you read this.
I just decided it was time to get another blog...on Blogger, not Red. Red rocks, of course. So do square bracelets.....
I want to put a pic of myself on here, but that would be bad...
Crap! Gotta go take a shower!