Wednesday, April 1, 2009


I hatehatehatehate Basil. HE ASKED ME OUT.

It happened like this:

I was walking to gym, almost out of the breezeway, when I heard someone say my name. Not sure if I heard it or not, I ignored it, when I felt a tap on my shoulder. Turning around, I saw BASIL. By this time my heart was all spluttery and I felt mildly dizzy. He gestured for me to follow him and led me to the side of the breezeway, when he started talking, so quietly I almost couldn't hear. I, meanwhile, was freaking out (mentally, of course, I'm much better at hiding emotions than people give me credit for), thinking he must want to talk to me about, oh, liking him.

Anyways, I managed to catch "and Hallie thought I should..." (something along those lines), before I couldn't hear him again. I was like "What?", a little rudely and snappishly maybe, cuz I already haven't been liking him much, and I hated the fact that I was STILL hyperventilating when he talked to me, and he said "Will you go out with me?"


Before I could even think I said no. Besides the fact that it's April Fool's Day, I don't want to like him anymore, and besides, he couldn't possibly want me to say yes. He looked...I don't know what he looked like. I was in full-on breakdown mode, ready to snap at any second. Gabby, Genesis, and Kylie happened to be in the hall at the same time. Genesis was like "What happened?" and Kylie was freaking out like any girl would when a guy asked someone out (and she thought she meant it, as if), and the other two figured it out, and they were mad at him, and I just wanted to GET AWAY. So I practically ran down the hall, and Gabby and Genesis followed, saying he was soooo rude and stuff, and I was GOING TO EXPLODE. Finally, finally, I got to line in gym, where my buds were, and I was like "I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM!" but I didn't want to explain cuz he was still coming down the hall, and in the locker rooms I explained, and they WOULD NOT SHUT UP ABOUT IT. AHHHHHHHHH!

Breakdown mode again. Crap. Never relive ridiculously confusing and painful moments.

Ahh. I need to breathe. I need to punch Basil, too. I need DON'T KNOW. AHHH. I'M GONNA EXPLODE. WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING WRONG???????

<-- My head at the moment.


  1. Oh dear. That is quite the AAH - although I'm not too up-to-speed on things, so I'll need to go back and read more to catch up.
    For now though, good luck!

    Much Love,

  2. Do you think that maybe he was serious? Maybe? *smiles hopefully*

    I think that if he had been kidding, he would have done it in front of his friends so they could all laugh at you.

    Life sucks and it's four thirty in the morning and I have to read 80 pages of my history textbook for a test by 6:45.

    I should go do that.

    Love, Love, Love,