So it seems...

World Civ. essays are brutal, and it's so very easy to get behind in NaNoWriMo. Stupid school. Getting in the way of important things. Yeah, but I've never actually had to write a history essay before, and for my first one this sucks balls. Yeah, I went there. It's so incredibly bad that it makes me want to shove hot pokers in my eyes, so I never have to look at it again. So I'm debating: hope some miracle of literary genius happens by Friday so I turn in something stunning then, or turn it in tomorrow for 2+ extra credit? I'm leaning towards tomorrow, just so I don't have to think about it. Stupid world civ.

So Ani (yeah, that Ani) IMed me on Facebook, and apparently I walk really fast, move my eyes around a lot, and "look different." Whatever that means. Hehhh....awkward.

Oh, and I wrote a poem for Demogorgon! I would share it here, but it's not my favorite ever. Plus I have to catch up in NaNoWriMo, and write an essay. And stuff. Ugh.

So does anyone ever feel so mind-numbingly despaired at the world at they wish, just for a moment, it would stop existing entirely? No? Anyone? Just for a moment, you know, so you could collect your thoughts, and steel yourself back up again before going back in.

Actually, I wonder what the world will feel like after just nothing--if you could even stand it. Yeah, I wonder that. Okay. Off to write a conclusion and stuff.