F*CK.

[Music of the Night~Phantom of the Opera]

Crap. I like Marky Mark.

Henseforth known as M&M.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

That is all.

Well, not really. I have a feeling I've given Mrs. Halden too-high expectations of myself. On everything's she's assigned so far, I've written about writing. I just know I'll disappoint her on the next big assignment.

Huh. This is my plan: write a book or two, have it be bestseller, get a scholarship or several, and go to Princeton. It doesn't work like that, I know.

[Apocalypse Please--Muse]

After that, I don't know. I want a career. I want something to do with my time. I just don't know what.

I've compiled a list of guys I'd go out with if asked:

1. M&M.
2. Apple.
3. Frenchie.
4. Catman(?)
5. Moo (shaddup).

Notice Basil is not on that list. I don't know if I could handle him...after everything.

And guys I actually like:

1. Basil.
2. M&M.

Huh.

It's so weird how all my readers (except for Nat, Lolo, and Silver) have no faces to attach to these. Well, here.

M&M: He's kinda my height (5'2), with dark, lank brown hair, brown eyes, and pale-ish skin. And he's REALLY skinny. And he has this cool-guy slouch. And he talks to Ringo in humanities (oops. did i write that?)

I can't help wondering if my realization that I liked him came from my jealousy that he. talks. to. Ringo.

[Invincible--Disturbed]

Apple: Indian, I think. I dunno. He has dark-ish skin, a wide face, hang-ish dark brown hair, and is slightly taller than me. He's like the model student, cuz he's all popular, but he's also really smart.

Frenchie: Gawd. Dark hair, freckles, hazel eyes. I think he's exactly my height. He's kinda...I dunno...dreamy? Naw. Too gushy. But you get the idea.

Catman: He used to have long brown hiar, but now it's short and he looks like Christopher Robins. He's kinda cute, in a dorky way. And I don't mean endearing dorky. But he's not really awkward...it's hard to explain. He's actually pretty nice.

Moo: Hum. I actually don't think I would go out with him. He's kinda happy-go-lucky and has the. most. gorgeous. eyes. One time I said they were like pools with fish and grass...Nat and Lolo tortured me with that for months. Gawd.

[Sound of Pulling Heaven Down--Blue October]

Basil: You might know this already. He's all brilliant and hilarious and everything. Cappucino-ish skin, super-dark-unreadable eyes, dark hair. *dies* And he's really, really tall.

There ya go. For a little reference.